Tuesday, May 01, 2012

Ironic Commercial

i saw a funny commercial this morning while running at the gym. well, it wasn't meant to be funny, but i thought it was, given all that i've been learning lately. it was a commercial for Zyrtec allergy medicine. it showed people sneezing and then grabbing balled-up tissues from their pockets. this guy goes to pay for something and has to sift through his tissue to find his dollar. at the end it shows him handing his money to this kid who then gives him a two-scoop ice cream cone.

anyone see the irony?

animal dairy is a cause of allergies. many different kinds. actually, dairy causes all kinds of problems. and seriously, for some, the avoidance of such products alleviates many issues, one of which is allergies. now for others, this isn't entirely true. we all have things we are prone to having no matter what we eat or do.

BUT ... it's quite possible that guy on the commercial wouldn't be sneezing so much if he'd quit eating ice cream and other animal dairy.

Monday, April 30, 2012

Cravings & Dopamine

i read this excerpt the other day and something really resonated with me, so much so i wanted to share it with you. the parts that i think are really impressive are highlighted.

the reason this made such an impact on me is because, for 36 years i have felt controlled. did you get that? controlled. not IN control. i have lived a life controlled by many things ... parents, of course. money, or the lack thereof. school. government. jobs. LIFE! but most importantly, FOOD. i have felt controlled BY FOOD. until recently.

recently i have felt completely FREE from the control food has had on me all these years. truly, there were many, many times i felt like i had no discipline, no will power, no desire even, to withstand the urges of fried foods, cheese, chocolate. and i couldn't figure out WHY! but as soon as i got my brain wrapped around the fact that eating whole, natural, plant-based foods was far better for my body, things started changing.

i've been nearly 100% vegetarian for over 7 months, and now 100% vegan for 1 month (with the exception of one very small scoop of Blue Bell). for the past month i've not only cut out all meat and animal dairy, but i've also decreased my oil and refined products to maybe only 10% of my diet, if that. urges for salty or sugary things are very rare. i get the munchies, but i don't scarf up a bunch of crap food anymore to solve it ... instead i reach for fruit, or my homemade date bars. or more water. i THINK before i ACT. and i do my very best to plan ahead for every situation.

so ... just a few days ago i was cooking in my kitchen, getting all geared up for the week ahead with homemade hummus, veggie soup, and an assortment of other good-for-me items and i felt completely elated from feeling IN CONTROL of my life. i now feel like i have a firm grip on the choices i make, the reasons i make them, and the ability to walk away from the things that are damaging to my body.  i've never felt this way before, but i am so completely thrilled about feeling it now! in fact, there were many times i felt like i would never be free from the death grip my cravings and urges had on me.  and now i understand why. reading the below article brought light to my already growing insights about food. i thought i knew how food affects us, but the below text made it stand up and sing.

it is completely amazing to realize just how much food affects us, positively and negatively.

(The following excerpt is from the book Eating in Freedom, by Tom Coghill)

Your Food Addiction is Great for Business
No mysterious ingredient. The Cadbury’s secret is out. Chocolate is drug-like in its effect. Artificial taste explodes in the mouth with crunchy, smooth, sweet flavors, supplying intense pleasure. Every texture and nuance of taste contrived to stimulate your 9,000 taste buds into sending pleasure signals to the brain. The intensified pleasure effect is addictive. We don’t care about the additives or empty calories. Chocolate junkies crave a fix, driven by the desire for that chocolate pleasure. Pleasure for which we will pay any price, even our health.

Chocolate bars are loaded with salt, sugar, caffeine and fat, up to 300 calories per bar. Like a body demanding heroin for its balance, the body will crave sugar, salt and fat. Take candy from a sugar junkie, and look out! Quitting causes withdrawals. Remove sugar, processed fat or salt from your diet, and you will crave them. You will go through the discomfort of facing withdrawal similar to the withdrawal from drugs.

Strawberries and bananas don’t cause cravings. You never feel guilty about eating too many cantaloupes. You never hear little voices in the back of your head saying eat, eat, eat cantaloupe. No, because natural foods balance the body and physical cravings are caused by biochemical imbalance. Street drugs, alcohol, caffeine, nicotine, salt, saturated fat, refined starch and refined sugars cause cravings because they imbalance the body’s chemistry.

Addictive substances cause the body to become dependent on an unnatural substance for homeostatic balance. Removing it will cause withdrawals. During withdrawal, the addict suffers through the painful readjustment as the body cries out for the missing substance. In a desperate attempt to maintain homeostasis, (chemical balance) the body demands the very substance that caused the imbalance.

The body’s homeostatic balance is affected by diet.
Consumption of massive amounts of sugar, salt, caffeine or fried foods (like that which is in the Standard American Diet) drastically affects homeostatic balance. Natural hunger becomes distorted as the body craves for the substances necessary for balance. The body reacts as it would to any addiction. Powerful cravings override the body’s natural needs.

Food allergies can also cause an addiction-like dependence due to homeostatic disturbance. Your favorite foods are usually the ones to which you are addicted. You usually feel better immediately after eating the food that you are addicted to, but shortly afterward the allergic reaction produces a feeling of irritability. It causes flatulence, nausea, depression or headaches. Milk, wheat and eggs are the most common allergic foods. Each contains large protein molecules with strong glue-like bonds. If the appropriate enzyme necessary for digestion is not available, these protein molecules enter the blood undigested. The immune system attacks these fragments as if they were invaders. Homeostasis has been imbalanced, and if these foods are continually eaten, the body will need them for homeostatic balance, causing an allergen-based food addiction.

The brain has 100 billion neurons and 100 trillion connectors for memory alone. Each brain cell is dependent on homeostatic balance to function properly. High doses of sugar, salt, fat and caffeine can cause imbalances in the brain’s normal chemistry. Eating natural foods allows the brain’s chemistry to function normally. Natural foods assist homeostasis, supplying vitamins, minerals, soft fibers, cell salts and enzymes to assist the body in maintaining balance. In a balanced state, hunger is in relation to the body’s need for nutrition.

Eating processed food creates cravings for more processed foods. Eat fried foods, and you crave more. Eat cooked food, and you crave it. Eat sugar-filled food, and you will crave it. The Hostess Munchies are nothing more than disguised cravings for salt and fat. They promise satisfaction, but artificial pleasure never satisfies. It is a pleasure that takes by first giving. It steals valuable nutrition from your diet by feeding your body empty calories.


Addiction in the Brain
Scientists are discovering that psychological addiction has a common factor. All mood-altering drugs elevate levels of the neurotransmitter in the brain, called dopamine. Tobacco, cocaine, heroin and caffeine elevate dopamine levels and cause a feeling of euphoria. Dopamine may be the master molecule of addiction.

Neurotransmitters, such as dopamine, control how the brain works and what we feel. When you feel pleasure from eating or falling in love, receiving a compliment, it is dopamine that causes the feeling. Every experience that humans find enjoyable may be linked to dopamine whether that be listening to music, savoring chocolate, sex or shooting heroin.

Fifty neurotransmitters have been discovered to date. A good half dozen are associated with addiction by causing a feeling of euphoria. Serotonin is another interesting neurotransmitter. It has a sedating effect. This neurotransmitter can be affected by rhythm, such as stroking the hair, slow deep breathing or a rocking motion. It is possible that the desire for the serotonin effect enforces repetitive habits such as nail biting, playing with hair or nose picking. There is a repetition and a rhythm to these habits. It may be an unhealthy attempt at trying to gain comfort from the serotonin effect. Starches have been known to have a calming effect on the brain due to increased levels of serotonin. We are using junk-food, starch, drugs, and bad habits to adjust our feelings through stimulating our neurotransmitters.

The pleasure effect of neurotransmitters is designed by God to form healthy, natural dependencies. A wholesome pleasure that motivates us to find good tasting food, comfortable shelter and loving relationships. Dopamine and serotonin reinforce healthy actions and behaviors.


Dopamine has a powerful ability to form triggers. During pleasure, neurological pathways are being formed that will trigger a physical and emotional reaction to repeat that pleasure. We know it as an urge. We feel impelled. Our minds can become fixed on pleasure until we think of nothing else.


Intense pleasure forms the most powerful triggers. For this reason, sex, drugs and food create the most powerful urges. A syringe, rolling papers, an X-rated video, McDonalds, anything that is associated with the pleasure, becomes a trigger for these powerful urges. Compelled by an urge, we feel pulled toward pleasure like steel to a magnet. The emotions overdrive and our body quivers with adrenaline. An addict may shake and sweat with the anticipation of pleasure. A tennis player may also experience the same reaction before a championship. The body and mind are being prepared for action.

Urges are powerful at motivating us towards good or evil. We can feel the urge to pray, the urge to be kind, the urge to create or build, or we can feel the urge to destroy. Yet, even the most powerful urge cannot negate our responsibility. We can never blame an urge for the action we have formed, built and accepted. We have given it power from the thoughts that we allowed to form.

Stolen Rewards
Drugs hijack the natural reward system of humans. Smoking a joint feels like the relaxation similar to two hours in the gym. Heroin gives a pleasure similar to “runners high,” the euphoric state experienced during long distance running. But, like all mood-altering drugs, the pleasure is stolen. It has not been gained honestly through effort, achievement or challenge.

Processed food hijacks the taste buds, stealing pleasure without giving nutrition. In nature, foods that taste good are good for us. Sweetness is an indicator of calories. Saltiness is an indicator of mineral content. A bittersweet taste, like lemon, is a sign of cleansing acids and vitamins. We like food with fats and oils because they supply calories and essential fatty acids. Natural oils and fats are high in calories and fat-soluble vitamins. Healthy food has a wholesome taste, a pleasure intended to reinforce healthy behavior.

KEY: Compulsive addictive obsessive overeaters binge to find peace. By running from fear it controls them.

A Security Blanket
Food can be used to medicate our feelings. Its pleasure gives a predictable lift. When we feel cranky, tired or lonely, food offers comfort. A comfort on which we can depend. A comfort that brings peace in an emotional storm. However, the reliance on food or any substance to feel better forms dependence.

The pleasure offered by mood-altering drugs and food can easily become a security blanket, insulating us from a harsh world. An emotional crutch that makes us weaker by leaning on it. Each time we use it natural emotional responses deteriorate, and the addict becomes emotionally dependent on the pleasure to control mood.

When we are dependent on a chemical or food to feel good, our self-worth is eroded. We no longer are in control. We are dependent. An addict never feels good about needing a drug. There is a feeling of being powerless that destroys self-esteem.

Every time we are tired, upset or frustrated and use food to feel good, that behavior is being etched deeply into our neuropathways. Whether that be eating potato chips, gambling, sexual perversion, horror movies or healthy activities like exercise or playing an instrument, the pleasure is creating triggers to repeat that behavior. Every time you enjoy a food that is unhealthy, use a mood-altering drug, engage in a perverse fantasy or enjoy being lazy you are creating triggers. Triggers that will activate emotions, becoming powerful urges to repeat that behavior.

After a lifetime’s worth of indulgent triggers and twisted behaviors, we are out of control. Tidal waves crash upon the shore of our soul. There is no peace. The storm is relentless and the pain is endless. Hope is darkened. Only a glimmer remains. But it is enough to see.

Place a huge CAUTION sign over your pleasures. Choose your pleasures with great care. The pleasure of dopamine can move us forward towards a healthy, fulfilling life or endless indulgence. Through discipline, we can receive dopamine’s pleasure from healthy activities and actions. We can feel good about doing the right thing while enjoying the benefits of a clear conscience and a healthy body.

Through discipline, you can control your neurotransmitters.
Imagine being able to create nice, warm feelings … a neurotransmitter high without harsh drugs or side effects. Just warm dopamine fuzzy feelings. Bet you’d be one happy person. In a few chapters you are about to discover how. We call it the Dopamine Diet Plan.

When emotional and physical cravings rise up like a tag team punching from both sides you can hit back with a few uppercuts. No more beatings from Mr. Big. Be the aggressor. Fight back. Chase those cravings away with a scowl. Flex some muscles. Show no mercy. Take no prisoners. This is war!!

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Alaska 2010



Alaskan Cruise on Holland America's Rotterdam, August 28 - September 4, 2010 out of Seattle, WA. Ports of call were Juneau, Sitka, Ketchikan, AK, and Victoria, BC. We saw humpback whales, grey whales, dolphins, sea lions, sea otters, seals, one deer, bald eagles, seagulls, and black bears. An amazing trip!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

curb appeal



let's see .... i moved into this house in september and about that time is when the big tree in the front yard was removed. since then there's been a big mound of mulch in the yard which some joked as being my compost pile.


months later i finally got an idea. i took the rocks that bordered the two flowerbeds previously and made a new flowerbed out of the tree mound. now if i can just keep the colorful flowers alive for a little while, my efforts will be worth it. :-)

greener pastures, maybe?

i was offered a position with the county last week. my friend, Dot, works as the tax collector assessor and needed another helper in her office so i applied. about a month later she offered me the job and i accepted. so last monday i turned in my two-week notice to a mostly un-curious boss. friday is my last day, thank goodness. i tell you what, to work in a place where no one cares about your doings, it's all very strange and i still haven't gotten used to it even after nearly 2 years.

next week i'll be in the northwest with my mom for vacation. we've had that planned for a while now. and the day after i return from vacation i'll drive to San Antonio with my new coworkers for a 2-day seminar. June 10 will be my first day in my new office.

so what will i be doing? well, i'll be working with the public nearly all day, every day, with three other ladies. i'll help the people register their vehicles with the state, give them license plates, handicap permits, process titles, and many other things i have no clue about yet. it'll be completely different than anything i've done before. kind of a mix between office and fast food cultures.

i'm a bit nervous about the learning curve, but i'm a fast learner so i should be alright. i hope. wish me luck! :-)

Thursday, April 23, 2009

let there be light and functionality!



check it out. i finally have a new kitchen! i started this project about a month ago. the cabinets arrived and sat in my garage. i emptied the kitchen of all the dishes and food and then hired a contractor to come in and tear it up. it took about 10 days and a lot of work, but it's finally finished and now re-organized. yay! click on the pictures to enlarge and get a good look. :-)




Friday, February 20, 2009

shutters

here's a small update. basically January was a fast and non-productive month. not only did i need a rest from remodeling, but i also got sick twice. but now that February is almost over, i best get busy.
here's the house without the shutters mom and i put up last sunday...


after the shutters...

and then after i cleaned up the flowerbeds and Andy the lawn guy mowed the yard for me...


the plan is to put a couple of raised flowerbeds with retaining wall blocks on either side of the porch. i think that'll be prettier than just in the ground beds, and it'll help improve the rain sliding into the house because of the slope of the yard.

AND, notice the new front door! here was the old one...
i actually LIKED the front door that was there, as for the color, but the large window allowed even the shortest of people to peek in on me at any time. and the door itself didn't exactly fit the frame, so there were gaps that allowed air and bugs to roam freely.

Monday, January 05, 2009

Merry Christmas to me!

and to you, by the way. and Happy New Year, too! i hope you and yours had blessed holidays.


but really this post is dedicated to bathrooms. one in particular, of course. over Christmas i remodeled the bathroom with the help of a motivated Colorado friend. here, let me introduce you to my bathroom on the day i received the keys...



at first glance it's not so bad. but when you're sitting on the toilet looking around for more than one minute, you notice things. that's what i did, every day, for the last 4 months. i looked around as i was taking care of business and noticed things. old things. new things. ugly things. and hated it.

and even though i tried to dress it up temporarily with a new sink and vanity and previously owned accessories, i still hated it. it was just ugly. and boring. and needed something. ANYthing!


and here was the closet on the first day. GROSS! i hated that too, so i immediately tore it all out with mom's help. which turns out was a bit of a hasty mistake, seeing as how i NEEDED a closet to store stuff, but the boxes that stuff had lived in for the last two years continued to work just fine.


but then my friend came for Christmas. not only did she bring delicious cookies, she brought love, motivation, and encouragement. first we re-built the closet shelves (because i'd recently finished drywalling and painting the closet). then we tackled the bathroom ugliness with texture and paint and new furnishings i'd recently picked out. and voila! i now have a new old bathroom. yay! :-)



and to boot, as a house-warming present my aunt & uncle bought me a new toilet! yes, i believe the original was still in the house. it had a stamp of 1942 in the tank and was sealed with rusted bolts, so i'm fairly certain it was time to replace the old throne. this new one comes highly recommended and adorns this blog recommended as well. Toto makes a fab toilet, water conservative and all. i think from the second i push the handle to the second it stops filling is about 20 seconds total. that's pretty fast! and it really does use very little water to do it all. that'll help in the summer when i'm using extra water for the yard!
thank you, Gae. and thank you Mom. and thank you Aunt Donna & Uncle Bob. you've all blessed my Christmas and New Year's greatly. :-)

Thursday, December 11, 2008

snow? in Brenham?

yep, that's what they call this white stuff falling from the sky...



let it snow, let it snow, let it snow

when mom and i were putting up the Christmas tree in my newly finished front room/office/sunroom/Christmas room, we were humming songs like "O Christmas Tree", "Santa Clause is Coming to Town" and "Let it Snow". little did we know the very next day it would ACTUALLY snow. in Brenham, Texas. where it maybe snows once every ten years (that might be an exaggeration, but in my lifetime of living in Brenham, it snowed twice when i was a kid, that i can remember, and once as an adult).

check it out. this is the back of the house when i got home from work. after i took these pictures it snowed a lot more before ceasing.
front of the house. hey, notice the two newly built windows! :-) and that mound that some say looks like a compost pile, that used to be a very large tree.

after it turned dark. pretty, huh? see my Christmas tree all lit up?





Here was my closet. Actually, this is the closet in the second bedroom, but my closet looked just like it, except the wood was brown and covered with old canvas wallpaper stuff. But basically it consisted of a hole in the wall with one closet rod and a shelf above that and wood and nails and a yucky musty smell.

and this is my closet NOW, after drywall and a "closet system" i bought at Lowes. It consists of a shelf thing and three rods.

it's still small, mind you, but at least it's finished and clean and organized and doesn't smell like old wood. :-)





Friday, November 14, 2008

to plumb or not to plumb

THAT is the question i've been asking myself since i moved in. i finally decided "to plumb" was the answer. Monday night after work i got started right away on taking out the old wall sink that i hated from the moment i first looked at the house. not only was it ugly, it wasn't even level! because this was the first time i'd done anything like it, the whole project ended up taking three hours and two trips to the hardware store. but now i know how to do it and what to measure for the next time i ever decide to take on such a project. AND i'm proud of myself for having done it all on my own. and yes, in case you're wondering, it works wonderfully and no, it doesn't leak at all. :-)

BEFORE:

AFTER:


that's a glass sink sitting on a granite top, sitting on top of an espresso finish cabinet with one door that now opens to reveal the plumbing instead of the various items of personal hygiene i originally envisioned. the faucet is glass and brushed nickel and is called a waterfall faucet. it's cool. my grandmother may not like it, but i think it's cool and different and even a bit classy.


see the wall behind it? that's what the wall sink left behind for me to clean up/fix later. now that i know how to disconnect the plumbing, i can do that whenever i get ready to fix the drywall. considering the bathroom has several things i don't like about it regarding the walls, the whole thing will probably become a weekend project with me brushing my teeth in the kitchen, but that's ok. it'll be totally worth it in the end.

Monday, November 03, 2008

sweet little Harriet

is it a dog, a cat, or a baby??? seriously, sometimes i think this dog of mine is really a cat or a baby. look at her sleeping on the couch! she climbed up to the top of the cushion, but fell through a little. i guess she decided it was comfy enough, so she went to sleep. but as she slept, she fell through more and more until finally she was sleeping upside down! :-) she's a bugger to get to go to sleep sometimes, but once she does you can move her in any direction and she won't care. just like a baby!




and then there are the times when she decides she'll crawl all over you, no matter where her strong little paws land. she climbs up and over everything and jumps higher than i've ever seen any dog jump. she never moves away from your feet when you're walking. if anything she's right under foot and you better be aware of her otherwise YELP! and she even does that rubbing past your leg thing that cats do. i've even seen her stalk Ozzy, then take off running to pounce him to the ground in playfulness. and you should see her run! oh my goodness, just like a little greyhound or something. she's so fast! the other day the dogs got to running in the yard after each other. Harriet was making big circles, Ozzy running smaller ones, both running fast and furious and barking all the way. it was SUPER cute!

but what a little sweetheart she can be. she hugs your leg with her little "hands" and then looks at you with those little eyes. and she knows to get a treat she has to sit down, so as soon as ANY bag opens, her little butt hits the ground whether a treat is in store or not.

anyway.... it's been fun so far getting to know little Harriet. she has her issues, like possession aggression, or stealing, or running away. but still, she's a joy to have around, and i think Ozzy likes her enough. he's got company during the day now and is getting a little more exercise in the process. :-)

ramblings by Jenny

life continues here in Brenham. mom and i tore out the rest of the paneling in the front bedroom to reveal the extent of the termite damage. UGH! it's not pretty. pictures can't even capture the ugliness, but i'll post some later so you can sympathize with me. :-) saturday we moved my bedroom items to the other room so work can begin on fixing the front room. the plan is to drywall it, but the wood to which it would get nailed is pretty bad, so some of that might need to be replaced first. needless to say, it's a real mess, but i have some very nice manly friends from church who are going to come over on wednesday to help with that.

work continues on rotten windows, the garage, and laundry room. my part being nail hole filling, priming, painting, and hanging shelves. oh, i built a table, too, which sits between the washer and dryer to fold & sort clothes on. when i remember to take a picture of it, i'll post it. so many things!

the dogs are doing fine. Harriet got spayed and got both her rabies and city tags. she's feeling better and jingling all around. at night i take their collars off because when they move, the jingling wakes me up, and since i'm awake enough as it is, i don't need the extra help. this morning when i got out of the shower i could hear jingling. usually that's fine, but in this case not so much because i hadn't put their collars back on them yet. which means Harriet has at least one collar in her mouth. great. so i call her to come into the bathroom, which she does. when i finally made it to the bedroom, i found both collars in her bed. oh Harriet! in putting hers around her neck, i noticed part of the plastic of the clasp had been chewed off. *sigh* it still closed, but it'll need to be replaced far sooner than i had anticipated. oh well. next time the collars go UP to safety. darn puppy!

work is work. boring, but a job. the economy being what it is doesn't help the industry excel in sales. i think a lot of businesses are hurting. nothing is being talked about, at least not around me, but hopefully sales aren't TOO down. the Christmas party is coming up, which if you know me i'm super excited about (not!). nonetheless, i have a job, and i'm thankful.

in case you haven't noticed, Christmas is coming early this year. i think it'll be taking place this month instead of next. seriously! ok, if it's still in December, then WHY in the WORLD have all the stores already put their stock out by the middle of OCTOBER??? absolutely ridiculous! i tell you what, if i wasn't already a bah-humbug kinda gal, having Christmas in October would make me one! why should i even put a tree up at my house? all i have to do is go to ANY store every couple of days, and get my fill of decorations there! dragging that stuff out at home only to have to put it away a month later, please! why even bother? i wonder when the music is going to start this year? i'm so glad i've grown out of the stage of HAVING to have music on in the car or at home. Jingle Bells and Silent Night are going to drive me nuts this year. i can already tell. (for the record, i actually LIKE Christmas, i just don't like the MATERIALISM of Christmas.)

and what is with the gas prices??? one station here in town has it for $1.99 if you use a Valero card. wow! what a RELIEF, don't get me wrong! but man, why all of a sudden? because no one has any money left in their retirement funds? so now the fuel people feel sorry for us and are lowering the prices to a REASONABLE amount that people can HOPEFULLY afford? i don't know. i don't get why, i just hope it continues to decrease. we can use all the help we can get.

and now for the touchy subject, the election. though i voted for McCain, i strongly believe Obama will win and i'm ok with it. the more this country continues to stray away from the godly foundation it was built on, the sooner the end of the world will come. and like it or not, i'm ready. i'm so ready for our time on this earth to be over. i wait with eager anticipation and a blessed hope for the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. hurry and remove us from this yucky cursed place and take us to our eternal home of perfection!!!